Dear boy,

Do you know how incredible you are? Maybe my perspective is skewed in your favor.
You are exactly the type of boy I would like to marry, run through the checklist, itemized, color coded, time-stamped. You are the make and model of everything I could possibly want.
And yet - as much as I think about you, and as always it's a bit more than I should, (I'm lying, I think about you a lot more than I should), right now, I'm okay with everything as it is, just because I get to be your friend.
I love calling you my friend.
And I am grateful - so grateful - for just that.
I don't need anything else from you, just to be your friend.
So right now, it's okay that I'm single. It's okay that you're not interested in me that way.
It's okay because we're friends.
Do you know how incredible you are?
Do you know that just being around you changes the way I think about things?
That you bring my focus back to what matters?
That you make me want to do more?
That you make me want to be less, and make Christ everything?

I just thought you should know.

Your friend,

Sarah